Sir Bradley Wiggins has alleged he was groomed by a coach at the age of 13. The five-time Olympic gold medallist and 2012 Tour de France champion said he "buried it" as an adult.
Wiggins made the comment during an interview with Men's Health UK magazine, of which he is this month's cover star, and alleged he was a teenager when he was "groomed by a coach".
"I was groomed by a coach when I was younger – I was about 13 – and I never fully accepted that... It all impacted me as an adult… I buried it," he said.
Wiggins also outlined problems at home, alleging a violent stepfather contributed to him becoming a "loner" during his teenage years.
"My stepfather was quite violent to me," The 41 year old continued. "He used to call me a faggot for wearing Lycra and stuff, so I didn’t think I could tell him. I was such a loner… I just wanted to get out of the environment. I became so insular. I was quite a strange teenager in many ways and I think the drive on the bike stemmed from adversity."
The former Team Sky rider details how his quest to become the first British person to win the Tour de France, coupled with the subsequent success of winning the yellow jersey and Olympic gold in London, signalled the end of his enjoyment for life as a professional cyclist.
"It was probably the unhappiest period of my life," Wiggins concluded."Everything I did was about winning for other people, and the pressures that came with being the first British winner of the Tour."
On coping with his depression now, Wiggins explained: "I have to have routine.
"Training every day, it’s important. Not drinking too much… With my depression, if I’m not looking after myself it manifests more like a mania. I always thought of depression as taking you to a dark room in a stoop. I try to be funnier and end up being shocking and contentious.
"The pathway for me is taking control of what I want to do. For the first time in five years, whether or not I have a love/hate relationship with cycling, I accept the love. I’m not going to pull back from it, not do other stuff."
Wiggins also addressed his relationships with Sir Dave Brailsford and Chris Froome at Sky during a period when he "adopted a kind of veil – a sort of rock star veil" to cope with the "fame and adulation that came with the success" of 2012.
"He’s [Brailsford] like a big brother, just maybe one I don’t talk to all the time. But you couldn’t go through all the success we had – British Cycling, Team Sky – without a bond," Wiggins said.
"He probably expected me to be more like him. My problem was there was a human being inside me. Dave is a big c**t, a proper c**t, and I say that as a term of endearment because to be successful you have to be. I was at times, Chris Froome was. You have to be ruthless and c**tish. It’s not nice, and you know you’re doing it, but you know if you take your foot off the gas, you’re going to pay a price."
Wiggins, who in 2019 outlined a plan to study to become a social worker, has often spoken candidly about his career post-retirement, and last summer admitted his "rock star" persona was a front to hide insecurity.
"I was insecure in many ways as an athlete really," he said. "I had a veil and fronted as a bit of a rock star and things like that. I played the guitar – that was all just a front really. It wasn’t really me – it was just a veil that I hid behind. As I got famous after 2012 I almost played the character more. That’s all gone now. I feel so separated from the athlete or from the person I was when I was an athlete.
"You’re expected to be so mentally strong when you’re an athlete – people say – ‘oh you won the Tour de France, you must be so mentally strong’. But it doesn’t correlate to normal life. I think a lot of elite athletes are insecure – I was very insecure off the bike – constantly questioning myself, constantly doubting myself."
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45 degrees and wobbly video. I hope this doesn't overtake "vertical video" as the new trend on social media. Literally unwatchable🤢
Gotcha; hadn't realised you were posing a theoretical, sorry. ...
yes porpoising has been around since well before CFD existed, its a well known ground effect phenomenon, but I do think the worst extremes we are...
Sounds like a good trade. Humans are great, but bike maintenace is less messy and frustrating....
I purchased a Ribble on Jan 6th 2022 and it finally arrived on the 22nd June 2022....A painful wait!
And just like that, probably not PBU but another of the same set of drive-through opinions did precisely that on t'other thread.
This is quite right , frankly I don't think the plod want to be bothered with these pesky cyclists, they actually have the affrontery to take up...
"Feel" / "had to"....
Thank you, most enlightening.