Callum Skinner won Olympic gold and a silver at Rio in 2016 on the track, but it was the aftermath of that success that he spoke to BBC Sport about this week. Skinner explained: "From 2016 to 2018 were the most dangerous years of my life.
"Suddenly, the distraction of the Olympics was no longer there and I was faced with a lot of issues from school, issues around the separation of my parents, dyslexia, other small things.I had all these feelings about being inadequate, a bad brother, a bad son, a bad cyclist. Self-loathing.
"The time of realisation was at the Gold Coast Commonwealth Games in 2018. For the want of a better phrase, I had a mental breakdown after I got disqualified from the Keirin. I just felt a huge sense of embarrassment and my mood was starting to sink. It got to the point where the team doc was offering me emergency medication to get me through."
Skinner's mother moved to Manchester to be with the Scot while he trained and he told a senior figure at British Cycling about his struggles. He doesn't want to name the person but their reaction brought about his retirement from the sport.
"One person made it horrible," he continued.
"They had authorisation to give me time off and the response was that we can't have all our athletes having a three-week holiday or else we wouldn't have a team. That made me spiral. To have someone say that to me given how long it had taken to get me to the point to ask for a break was devastating. I had to try to explain what depression was and it was an inappropriate and surreal conversation to have.
"Most people were fantastic. I was always met with compassion, friendship and love, but that conversation finished me as a cyclist. That was 2019. Something you love turns into something you hate. What I've got now is my childhood love of riding my bike. I've got it back again. I'm so grateful for that."